God Bless U!!!

2008-05-28T20:34:00.001+08:00

it is peace and silent.... nothing.... as a student... all i need to care abt is study, do well in school and listen attentively....jia u elaine... u can do it....

2007-12-30T16:41:00.000+08:00

The Last Post of the Year.. before all the appreciation start, i will like to share a msg that my pastor had preach =) Do read it if you have time =)

Change is Necessary for Growth

Unless you Change of Direction, you will then change your Action of what you use to do, with that change, it will soon change your Life without you even knowing =0

If you want success, changes is neccessary!

Changes are made from the moment we are born to death.

The Word Repent is actually meaning of Changing of MIND!!

the word Re meaning to go back to something
for example like Rebuild to go back to build

the word Pent is a describe of Higher Place.

so the word Repent = to go back the Higher place of Thinking
when there is no wall and there is no NO.

When therer is no change, there is no growth.

The change enermy is Tradition...

is like you use to do this for 10 over year and suddenly you got to change this...it is hard but then without changes, everything die.

there is a saying tat We are who we are today is determine by what decision we made yesterday or the past.

The Beginning of changes start with 3 D's

1. Decision

2. Dedication

3. Discipline

thought are just in the mind which can achieve nothing but with Discipline, there will be Acomplishment

It take Courage and Faith to Change
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there are 5 reason why people dun change:

1. Pride
They were never change because they will not listen to others and also think they are right.

2. Fear
Too afraid to step out to the realm of unknown

3. Rebellion
something similar to Pride.

4. Laziness
Dun bother to even take the first step

5. Ignorance
Dunno wat to change???

there are 2 kind of people that forever till time end still wont change:

Only FOOL dun change

and

Dead People cant Change!!

When Changes is Necessary, not to Change is DESTRUCTIVE.

When wisdom knock, there 4 kind of people:

Simple - Inexperience
Fool - Who refuse to heed wisdom
Scorner - Despite wisdom, resentful

Wise Man - Realize it is Wisdom and Caught it....

hmm BEAR IN MIND!!!

Either YOU LEAD the CHANGE
or
the CHANGE LEAD U

The ability to lead the change will determine the success of our Life.

CHANGES ARE EVERYWHERE AND ANYWAY...

so DO LEAD THE CHANGE....
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It blow off my mind when i heard this, do you know that this coming end year, i was so sad and upset with things not getting well and stuff like that but to hear this... i really like someone take a gun and shot straight into my heart to ASK ME TO CHANGE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm i will share the changes later, but for now is the Appreciation time... i wont appreciate some due to i had done before in the last few blog...like my cg....so yap...it is in regardless of order...

Tracy...
Hey i really want to say a BIG BIG thank you!!! your child like faith in GOD also stir me up, if there is a award for you, i will give you a Wise Woman Award.. you are indeed a problem solver =), i believe that your Pling Business will be bless by GOD =) and continue to walk with HIM and i believe you will soar with great Height in HIM... tracy, whether you like it anot, you are forever my DUCKIE MUMMY =) =) thank for being there for my down time really appreciate it... thank for teaching me how to have table manner =) really thank you so much
and i want to Declare to all that i really LOVE YOU =) and wish 2008 be a great year for you =)

Sarah....
Thank you for being there at my down time despite a busy mother day battle =) thank you so much for giving me a family, if not for you, i will nvn know tracy, khai, yong sheng... thank for saying i blur blur de that i am able to make changes...i am really happy to fight the V day war for you =)... this 2008, i wish that i will still able to fight this battle for you and ya thank for being the one that keep us still in contact.. Love ya too =)

LoKhai and YongSheng....
my snr in FEF.com, thank you for coming down at my down time =) really thanks and this coming 2008 might it be a best year you both ever have...do stay in touch =)...

Jiali,Sherlyn,Pris, Lilin and all other in FEF.com
hey it is nice to have you all as friend in fef.com, thank for those who had tag in my blog or ever encourage me at the down time =) thank you so much and really let 2008 be a best year for u too =)
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n311
It is a great to have you all as my friend especially those that came to help out at the down time serving and being there for me when i am very lost =) really continue to love GOD more and bring in the harvest into your cg =) May GOD bless you this brand new Year =)
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n384
My sister Cg which i realize that i very seldom hang out with but then hey i know you guy are still wonderfull to help me and my sister at our down time..thank so much =) May GOD bless your CG too =)
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E345
A Hyper peopls =) hey so happy that i had build some friendship with some of you =) you guys are fun and hehe to my guitar teacher when can i have my lesson ar??? the steamboat session was fun...wish to be with you more often...keep on growing and shining in the LORD =)
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Jennifer Lee my Usher IC....
Ah... i tell you no matter wat the changes will be in my life, i pray with all my heart, we are still best friend =) might 2008 be a year where you will know what is your dream and head toward it =)
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Draven Brother =)
Hehe i miss the fun i had with you in siow chiang.. now that you are starting a new job in IBM, i wish that it will all be well with you =) stay happy wor =) and keep in Touch....
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All collegue in Siow Chiang =)
thank you so much for teaching in IMport and Export and also to accept my slow learning and mistake that i made =) thank you so much... may 2008 be a great year for all of you =)
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for LA or LP =)
wow now that it is the last road before graduation, i pray with all my heart that we will all do well and go to the course that we wish to GO =) May GOD bless you.
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Piggy Family
hey guess what no matter how busy i am or how many appointment i fail to turn up, you all were alway be that special friend in my heart =) May 2008 be a better year for all of us...
and really let really meet once a month and never forget each other... LOVE YOU ALL VERY MUCH =)
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Joyful in NBSS
erm we are called the Joyful Class so let us stay on in this joy and keep in touch sorry for alway being not free, i will really try to make a effort to made you guy up =) keep in touch ya =) GOD bless you =)
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台湾的朋友们.....

我好想念你们...好想飞到台湾。。我爱你们...hope to see you all soon =) or 希望你们能到新加坡来。
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as i look at my 2006 blog on GOal , i THANK GOD FOR HIS FAITHFULLNESS =)

~My thoughts and GOAL 4 2007~ (not according to order)

1. To lose weight ( i just keep putting on weight)

2. To be free from self depress or self pity

3. To Study well and to be able to get good result!

4. To be more cheerful

5. To Cherish and to love people more hehe

6. to start learning a new skill

7. to be able to go ice skating again!!!! ( i know what some is thinking, dun worry i had overcome it)

8. to keep my vow tat free from any BGR till i am officially 19 ..

9. i will save money for driving license

10. to go visit another country ( Taiwan Emerge,Hong Kong, China, Auckland)

11. to ALWAYZ REMEMBER MY FIRST LOVE FOR YOU !!!!!!!

12. The Puzzel i really hope i can have by 2007 and hang it on my wall!
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1. Fact is i did lost weight so PTL... just got to lost more =)

2. I got better and i was very strong at my down time cause GOD is one who hold me when i am down.

3. I thank GOD that my result is still able to make it =) I pray that my 2008 will be an "A"

4. I do smile more =) and Elaine is now a more happy girl =) that dun think too much =)

5. for this altot still not really fulfill but i still thank GOD for those wonderful friend that stood by me =0

6. I am picking up Guitar again and my Dream is to pick up Keyboard and follow by my dream to play a piano.

7. I went there twice, one on my birthday, another on my sister birthday =)

8. I am still Single but not available

9. I am now learning driving by the Grace of GOD.

10. I wernt to taiwaN aLONE =)

11. I love GOD more today than i was 1 year ago... HE will nvn let me GO and I will NVN LET HIM GO too no matter wat will happen =)

12. it was suppose to be a gift for my birthday but it nvn came to pass but indeed GOD know every desire of your heart and HE send someone to give it to me on CHristmas!!! =)

Looking at this list, Everything is FULFILL and GOD is indeed a more than ABOVE GOD =)

I got a New Laptop, New Laptop Sleeve, A digtial Camera,Watches,Necklace from my MOTHER which come as a surprise,bag, Boot, Guitar and many more =)

How can anyone say GOd is not Good????

Auld Lang Syne

Should auld acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot and days of auld lang syne? For auld lang syne, my dear, for auld lang syne, we'll take a cup of kindness yet, for auld lang syne. Should auld acquaintance be forgot and never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot and days of auld lang syne? And here's a hand, my trusty friend And gie's a hand o' thine We'll tak' a cup o' kindness yet For auld lang syne

Bye 2007 in another 1day and a half time =0
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My 2008 Goal are as follow =)

TO WITH GOD FOREVER AND NEVER LET HIM GO

to BE A CG HELPER then a CGL

TO BE IN CHOIR (I AM GOING TO TRAIN AND DECLARE IN FAITH)

TO FAST FOR 21 DAYS

TO BE ABLE TO GIVE BIBLE STUDY TO SOMEONE =)

TO GO BIBLE SCHOOL

i will no longer say i want to go POly but my dream is to be a Counsillor be it, it might take 10 year, i will still press on =)

TO BE MORE LOVING TO MY FAMILY

TO BE MORE PATIENT WITH THINGS

TO BE NOT SO BLUR AND LOOK SHARP

TO BE MORE TEACHABLE

TO BE ANSWER AND REPLY MSG WHEN RECEIVE..i think all my friend will be very happy to know that...

TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY FRIEND (really as we grow older, friend will come and go but i realize it is those that spent quality time together will still on as friend for life) i want to build such a friendship =)

To still lose some more weight till 55kg

TO GO HONG KONG =) and back to Taiwan again =) WITH MY FAMILY

TO LEARN KEYBOARD OR PIANO

TO GO ICE SKATING MONTHLY

TO GET MY DRIVING LICENSE

my vow to stay single till 20 then May GOD bless the right one tat is more Spiritual then me =)

My External Wishlist will be:

More Trendy Clothes, One more Ed hardy T-shirt or Jacket

Boots.... anyone that go hong Kong pls help me to get..size is 40 =)... i really like them

More Skirt and Jean.... Levi???

PDA phone.....

Ipod Classic

More NeoPrint with my Friends..

Car?? Hunchback kind??

Accessories like Long Necklace, Nice Belt, Ring, Bracklet

erm others will still think abt it..lol...

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Will i ever forget my Dad, the answer is NO... but i will no longer mention it as a pain but it will be a thank cause without him, i wont be here...

i will move on with my life as the LORD direct =)

and Changes are for the BEST =)

Lastly

i will like to wISH all Reader a HAPPY 2008 AHEAD and May GOD bless YOU

and

stay tune to the changes i going to make =)

2007-12-29T10:53:00.000+08:00

Stay tune changes coming =)

i had decide to stay everything afresh in 2008 =)

May God Bless it to be a good year =)

I will forget the Past and move on =)

2007-12-26T12:03:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... Looking at my sec school friend blog....zzz.. i seem like a very bad friend leh...they went out on sat, i cant make it, then movie, i wasnt invited, then to teacher place, i also dunno...

o M g... have i really been that busy till i got no time for others??

but the best is wat am i busy about... zzzz... i really dunnno???

life is on the move and i cant seem to catch up with it...

My list to do is to change this blog skin

Meet all my friends....

Puzzle time

do my project...zzz i havent even started... i think i must learn how to bring my laptop around liao ba...so i can do it everywhere..

spend more time with my family....

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Wat a girl want, wat a girl wish

are

Ipod Nano

Laptop Sleeve @ ILappy.com

PDA phone

Boots

Accessories

Clothes

Bag

A trip to HK

A trip to Israel
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As for Dream and Vision for 2008 is still unknown but i will sure post something on end of the year =)

2007-12-25T16:03:00.000+08:00

Wishing all a Merry Merry Christmas.... here is all i got to thank GOD for.... really it is a blesssing... and GOD hear every Prayer.... and HE know every desire....

Merry Christmas

2007-12-24T16:20:00.000+08:00

My day is filled with pain again.....grrrr.........it alway wear me down but hey today is christmas eve.... i should be having JOY...so should be happy....=)

Happy birthday BRO...may all your dream and wishes come true...

I FINALLY GET THE PUZZLE THAT I WANTEd..thanks to BRO....

2007-12-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Hi friend...

here is a online accessories shop, my friend open...http://plingonline.com/

do click on it and have a look... =)

online shopping is easy, fun =)

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I just realize that i lost my atm card@.@; and it is 2 days ago... just discover only @.@;
argh....got to make another new one and a new password... so sianz.......

hmm another thing zzz.. these few days keep having tiff with my mother... haiz... she said the most hurtful word and i was super upset....zzzzz... wat happen these few day???

zzz...i clamp my finger when i wanted to close a storage box...zzz

Friends, do pray for me..something is wrong... i ate a salad and i want to throw out????
hmm my appetitde is getting smaller and smaller...Duckie is right, i shouldnt start on medicine to be slim... hmm actually fact is i nvn ate and never will i drink it....

zzz... my necklace broke...my love necklace lend a friend...

my wallet is once again empty =( but yet my heart is filled....with YOU....

hmm this christmas, i heard people saying it is christmas and got to give again...

hmm come to think of it, it might be a yes but then isnt it all christmas all abt??
Christ came to give himself to us... hmm it is just something physical tat we are giving to say that i love you....
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i dunno izzit an attack or wat..but still i will never give up my walk with GOD...
like a song sing... NOthing gonna change my love for YOU...

hmm if it is a test, i think i fail but yet every failure is a step closer to success....

P.U.S.H ----> Pray Untill Something Happen

2007-12-19T23:34:00.000+08:00

Hey... I HAD been just singing... Happy haPPy... Silent night......
it had been my desire to sing....

happy.... shalala......

2007-12-16T10:59:00.000+08:00

I watched Alvin and Chipmunk, i tink it is a movie that you can watch if you like singing or hearing music... but really i think right for 1 hour plus movie, to have like no story line but just singing.. it was just ok ok only...

haiz i realize that within things, you really need to see beyond the bad but look to the good...
it is not easy of course..but when you speak positive to your world...surely one day it will be good...

your words frame your world...

2007-12-14T10:29:00.001+08:00

Hey all, i know that ThankGiving had long past but then the year is coming to an end... and i will like to appreciate these people in my life....

Here is Pst Audrey....my Zone Pst... it really had been my wish to take a photo with her...here is a blur photo but really i cherish her...thank you PST for being there when i am in the deep valley of lost.... Love you PsT

Who can compare to you...my BELOVED Cat!! whom i love and cherish alot... the disciple days was tough...many wrong thing i had done but still you still choose to let me stay ur cg....my dream to sing in benny hinn choir, you help me and stand up for me...thank you for being there with me helping me with the arrange of the funeral..when i dunno what to do and you still help me.... thank you CAT!!! i Love YOU... Thank you for everything!!! i look forward my 2008 with you....

Dearest Dearest QQ....my bestie in deed not for 2 year...many thing had happen both good and bad... thank for sharing my JOY and also my sorrow...thank for skipping school to be with me for my dad last journey...thank for being there for me... i am so happy you had rise up to be a CGL...i believe you will have all your dream come true... i look forward our 3 year in 2008...love you QQ!!!

Aly aly, i am sorry...for time when i got nasty due to certain expectation that i couldnt get it..

but yet you still listen patiencely and try to calm me down...i thank you for that... hmm i believe your dream to be a wedding planner.. i believe one day you can have your own church, i know you going to train hard and play your piano well for GOD... remember to teach me wor!!
really Aly... i thank you from the bottom of my heart...love you Lotz!!!

Mr Keann K.L.K.... THANK YOU SO MUCCCHHHHHHHHH.... do you know how excited i was when you first ask me to talk to huina...thank you for believing in me...thank you for your story...hmm you are a special man...all that you desire and dream of...I believe one day it will come to pass...Thank you for alway challanging me to rise up... if i really rise up, other than GOD & cat, you will be the next i will thank....you are my encourager and also my comforter...still remember the whole period in hopsital you spent with me, you help me to guide the coffin from cat through out the funeral... thank YOU so much... i wish to see you rise up in 2008 even more!!! and that our friendship will grow more closer.....love you with the love of Christ...

Hmm here is mr LEE...alway challanging me....stay strong... Go on with GOD....

Here is fef.com family... I will like to thank Tracy, Sarah, Pris,xiaoBai, xiaoming, selin...the fighter of season...and for the friendship that was built....THANK YOU SO MUCH AND I LOVE YOU!!

Vivian....my benny hinn choir mate...i really cant remember how we became friend but thank you so much for teaching me how to sing...Love you!!

HUINAAAAAA...My laopo de mei mei.... my cheerful emo kid..... like to look emo...take photo emoly.... but then yet is still my best friend in cg... thank you for being there for me...hey in 2008 hor, i want to see you rise up ar... dun alway emo.... Love you Lotz....

Pammy..... My piggy friend alway smiley and lovely....i believe in you wor for your dream...love you lotz Pammy!!

my lovely Laopo.... she is very hip hop right... Lena...you really grow alotz....i believe you can even grow further... i like your question when you ask so what have you do to fulfill your dream... hmm if it was the past you, you will never ask...but now you do... love you even more LEna!!!

My makan mate for lunch as i work in SCS.... hmm they are funny people to be with..hope to grow a closer friendship.... love you lotz...

JEnnifer....My Usher Ic...but she is not just an IC but my B.Friend....my fashion consultant...my boot giver...my love...whee... thank you for alway not trying to force me into things cause that wat i hate...give me freedom to choose to sing in benny hinn even though i am suppose to be usher.... love you lotz... Jen... i wish our friendship will grow to the next level wor... awaiting for a new 2008 with you!!!

Draven Pooh Kor Kor...hmm thank for your entertainment ar.... now that you are not working in scs... no one entertain me liao....very bored... haha the philsophy of life...very sad...life can be more colourful then that lar...anyway...thank ar for your encouragement... hope 2008 will be a better level of friendship...

Piggy family....wooooo.... it had been coming 3 year wor since we first know each other...how time fly and so many things happen...but yet i pray with all my heart tat we will never want to break friendship even till older or even in 60's.... love you girlz lotz.....
Miss Monkie....thank you ar...alway call me depression girl but haha i know it is a joke only...take care...wor... i pray that 2008 we will be a better friend...love you lotz....

2007-12-13T15:48:00.001+08:00

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2007-12-12T14:40:00.001+08:00

Blog of today is My condonlence to my Best Friend....

Life is so fragile, it come and go just like that...

today i got the urge to cook =)
cause today is my parent 20th anniversary but then one partner is missing..

treasure friend!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

to my friends..........I LOVE YOU ALLL VERY MUCH...DO STAY IN TOUCH!!!!!!!!!

2007-12-11T09:08:00.000+08:00

Thank for few friend concern, my back is much better altot time it still hurt..but yap i am tough!!

indeed this few day is really well spent with loved people.. like cg fellowshipping on sunday...

meeting with bro... and well this week is CAMP BREAKAWay.....SuperHero!!

indeed i believe it is going to be a great time !!! welll stay tune

2007-12-08T00:21:00.000+08:00

Talk Talk... bang....

that how i fell down from stair again... last time was i sprain my ankle... cause i fell forward...it is like maybe 5 month Ago...

now here again...this time is my back... and my left hand... and i fell backward....zzzz

my back is very painful.... especially when i bend...

i know a few people will be upset with me going to fef again...haha... my mum simply shake her head and say nothing will make you change your mind right... she know me the best....

i was glad i did even though it was working for an hour... and stay there for a few hour.. hmm i saw someone wedding flower... very pretty....tat wedding will be a good one very nice concept...
i wish the bride and bridegroom happiness!!!

altot i help to add flower on it, i realize i cannot make it as a florist...lol...that is a very confirm thing...

today someone left fef.com again...haha the best was that i saw her on her first day and now it is her last daY... thing do keep changing...so many people i nvn see them before...

i wont say my back wasnt painful when helping.. but then the joy to see the flower... is really more than enough...

flower, fish... i wish the next job will be friends... that is to be a counsillor...ok

signing off cause really very pain... my back...

friend do pray for me!! that i dun need any doctor... i really dun wish to see any!!!

2007-12-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

如果兄妹相称太多醒不起喜欢我快研究和我这异性拍拖讹称知己的真太多当女共男未变爱侣不吻过自然没结果没有好感怎会相亲相爱大哥只是掩饰能做对爱侣堕落成朋友谁心息我要爱情不需要登对不需得你允许兄妹真有趣不需要分居忘记辈份再追我要爱情摧毁世交也不失一个壮举相恋的证据假使要争取唯有约定和大哥喝醉 mu…..ye….wo…o 曾经双手执一柄枪想逼供你一趟我和你无爱谁没有试想如果恋爱必须创伤想你亦明白到我俩需开心都也受救伤没有好感怎会相亲相爱大哥只是掩饰能做对爱侣堕落成朋友谁心息我要爱情不需要登对不需得你允许兄妹真有趣不需要分居忘记辈份再追我要爱情摧毁世交也不失一个壮举相恋的证据假使要争取唯有约定和大哥喝醉 a…wu…ye..碍我要爱情不需要登对不需得你允许兄妹真有趣不需要分居忘记辈份再追我要爱情摧毁世交也不失一个壮举相恋的证据假使要争取唯有约定和大哥喝醉

here is the lyric for 大哥

2007-12-06T23:17:00.000+08:00

Ooooo Finally 4Joyful meeting... i tot once we left seconday school, we will nvn see each other again... dung...haha best was that they set into compulsory... haha... erm but then i got service that day....but i will still try and see how... i miss secondary school!!!

sianz so many peoople not going, sometime i wonder how good is the old when we are free to do whatever we want... not feeling stress of money issue... knowing how to save...friendship are more important....

somehow we are so suck into the system of the world by working for money, live for money...and everything is all money...

money is important but then izzit the most important till you start forgetting friends and family??

Deep Down in my heart i will never let you go.... i miss you....

cant believe that by going to the design department, i found this song... it is never let you go in cantonese....i remember the first time i hear of it with jen while walking to ECP, i broke down and cry...

i hold on the tear... i tell my self to move on stronger... moving forward for family, friend..

but when the silent night crept in, there is a miss... a miss of you being around...
a miss of you cooking
a miss of you quarreling with me
a miss of your chicken rice...
a miss of chance to say i love ever again..
a miss of your disturb
a miss of your patting on my head
a miss of your lame joke
a miss whereby there will alway be a miss..
a cry that you no longer can see...
a longing to never let you go..
a love that can never be continue
a daugther that had lost a father 4ever

sorry couldnt continue anymore..

2007-12-05T15:34:00.000+08:00

It is a sick month where many people are sick including me... my ex company snr manager is sick... my tenant is sick, my cs is sick, even my taiwan friend's niece is sick too..

may there be a healing this season..for GOD IS OUR Healer!

2007-12-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hmm in less than 1 month time it is going to be 2008...so what have you achieve those plan that you set for year 2007??

actually for me i am happy cause i yearn to be able to sing in Benny Hinn Choir and i did...i simply love singing but i realize that i am not a K person!!!

hmm updates of my life...talking abt bad, well quite a number.... like greez i might lose 2 friend?? my CS is no longer working...sianz... but i will still live up this company...
i think i sprain my ankle again... and best is i think i injure my old frature that is my little tiny finger... so sianz.... cant believe it... it is super painful now!!!=)

well regard to GOOOD!! hmm my mummy eye operation was a success whee thank you GOD!!!
so now she can see with both eye without spectacle...happy for her....

ooo i just gain a god brother and he look like a pooh bear to me... tummy round round de but the thing that i hate the most is matchmaking...zzz.... -_-;

hmm i manage to shop abit for christmas... whee...
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altot there are up and down but then i really thank GOD that HE is there no matter what situation...

HE keep my mind in control, allow me to do things that i think i am unable to do...
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the year coming to an end soon... there is like another 8 month to stay single... wow truly it is great to be single... i felt so free... haha untill the right one come, i will not get into one for the attention and love...cause my GOD is enough for me!!
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hmm mummy was scolding me for once again breaking down for someone leaving...
but then i really dun wish to feel this way... i alway have this beening abandon feeling which really i hate it and it seem like the more i hate it, the more it happen...
but anyway, haha if sensetive is a good pt and a bad pt than let it be ba... i am sorry but i am build in this way....

anyway... whether am i a childish girl outside or look like those lost girl or a decision maker at home or a unteachable memeber, I AM STILL LOVE BY GOD....for HE is the one who made me...wow to know that a creator love you is better than human right??
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oh to my CS...

thanks for your patience and understanding guidence...
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to my godbro...

dun keep wanting to matchmake me... i am perfectly alright on my own!!!!
see ya soon wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
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here is the GIRL schedule... so booking is base on first come, first serve!!

5th - Bible Study @ riverwalk

6th- Prayer Meeting @ riverwalk

7th- maybe meeting for seal family??

8th - Church

9th - Driving/CG

10th- Piggy Family???

11th- meeting with ex FEF.com friends..... with LOVE!!!! gift xchange

12th -Bible Study???

13th -15th - Breakaway CAMP!!! BREAKAWAY, I AM LIVING FOR YOU!!!

16th - Usher Appreciation Dinner

17th-18th - Helping Jen with children Camp @ changi

19th - Biblestudy??? maybe carolling!!! pls let it happen..XB birthday..calling zhuyun @12AM

20th - RIP... should be resting cause got to prepare for christmas!!!

21th - Home Sweet Home

22th Battle day 1

23th Battle day 2 / meeting Bro / Dinner with the elderly...PRAy that it is PEACE

24th - Battle day 3/ bro Birthday!! wheee

25th - battle day 4/ zzzzzzzzzzz

30th- Appreciation Dinner with CG

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with this type of crazy timing, i know i got to take care my health with caution.. but then i love this feeling of being together...

if any GTUC people are reading, pls let me when can we meet... i miss you alll really... will battle with you all during V day???

to others... my days are such, but yet i might still get fly kite so do call me up and check with me...

love you all....

PRE MERRY MERRY CHRISTmAS and GOD BLESS YOU!!!! =) smile for this joyous season!!!

2007-11-24T11:02:00.000+08:00

wow that was quite a good blog since a long time... it had been like my daily life till i bored...

i had a dream... that dream is my office sudden turn to a church, i saw one of my friend get saves....hmm that friend use to be my enermy...

as i am awoke, i realize that it was a dream.. it was a dream that wow... i woke up with the attitude that hey i am looking forward for my job....

i realize that for this past one month, i had been suck into their culture whereby i was bored by it and even behave like one... instead of shining, i was dimming...

i am going to take this dream and put it into reality, i realize that if i alway complain abt the job... i will nvn shine... so why not just make a different... perform well... fight well for this....
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i had made a clear declare i want to be a counsillor against all odds.... anyone that know of anything regard to me can tag me...i dun want my life to be like a punch card... time to punch in and out... waiting eagerly for weekend and spending time till i am the age of 60 then retire...

i want it to be hard and dig deep... i know i screw up alot of time trying to comfort people but then if i got to learn it hard by making mistake i willl, if i got to go private to study for O lvl i will...

thank for yesterday that auntie...she said not to look at the past and pity yourself about it or blame yourself for it... maybe this life time only a few wil go through what you went through and with that you can give better guidence... i agree that part... but i also got to add in the skill learn so that i know how to handle the situation better...

i am looking forward for my dream, a dream that i will no longer to be ashamed of... i wont because people, i will be embrassed... so what i wasted my time in ITE to learn logistic... i did learn something and sure there will be a way to apply it...

i might lead a life where it will be 24/7 but yet i want it to be for the fulless...

2007-11-24T10:51:00.001+08:00

relationship is something so hard to express.. and to be true, is not something another person or outsider outside this relationship can handle... but yet i will still think that foolishly i tot of getting another to replace the other but ultimatly do i really like the other or izzit it is just a temporary replacement and soon another trouble will brew??

I could say it is not easy to give up a relationship just like that due to feeling and emotion attached but isnt it true that the best way to solve relationship problem is between two agree to sit down and talk abt the negative and make each understand the other of their needs and wants rather than expose it to another and soon realize that tis is no longer good enough as another...

i went through this road of replacement... i replace someone for other before, i was being treated as a spare tyre and stress over it... but yet the amount of thing still does not = to something

so it is still best to be single... when i am single then i realize that things can actually be more clearer and understand better...

i know tat i know... relationship is to be handle by just within couple and not outsiders..
others might say all they want but it is really up to the indivdiual to handle it...
but most importantly is that dont hurt anyone and if letting go mean you get the wider picture... it is best to let go...

what is yours, no one can take away...

2007-11-20T08:41:00.000+08:00

Today will be a silent day, i felt poison all over me... i dun want to say anymore regard to negative things....

i just want to stay and work without looking at time or even place...

till the time to knock off, i will go driving centre...

i am still searching for it, i know there will be one that i enjoy...

for now.. is back to work...

2007-11-18T23:02:00.001+08:00

At the Cross you bought all our sickness

At the Cross you set us free from sin

At the Cross you set us free from the world

At the Cross you set us free from law

At the Cross you set us free from ourselves...

For all that U done on the Cross... GOD OF MY FOREVER I WILL REMEMBER FOREVER.

2007-11-17T09:07:00.000+08:00

These few day, although certain occassion wasnt very good and i felt in me that i wanted much to give up, GOD give me the Strength to move on... alway at times like this, i feel so closer to HIM than ever before... in another 6 weeks time, it will be the end of the year.. i will once again do a summery of the year... i ask myself from the beginning of the year, wat i want to achieve and at this ending, have i achieve it???

today is Pst Phil Pringle, He is going to Paint while He Preach... i really lookiing forward to it

2007-11-15T08:58:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night again.. i dunno will it become a reality cause i realize that i will have deju vu so here is a record if it really happen...
i dunno the date but i know it is within my attachement cause it happen when i go back to school...

i went back to school for guidence from my FOrm teacher about B/L... I have a cg meeting at night but because i held up in school so i called alycia to inform her abt it, she said hold on and put me on speaker to speak to cat...i apologies that i will be late but all she ask was that Elaine, can i transfer you to another cg... I was so sad that i said a word of hurt that is i hate you and i dun wan to go church anymore....the last cg meeting was still i kept silent and saw her walk away....

i got up and pray that none of these will happen in my life.... i will accept the day when i will be into another group... i might feel sad abt leaving but yet i still want to be in the house of GOD serving him alway and not say word of hurt but word of Love and Encouragement...

in my dream, she choose to give up cgl and work...

but no matter wat, she is still someone i love...

I LOVE YOU CATHERINE LEE

2007-11-13T13:41:00.001+08:00

I were only say I miss fef.com.. izzit only when you leave then you know what you really like??? I sort of expected the OT thingy since it is a family business for some reason….
My first time trying to work till 8pm after so long but yet my eyes was fix on the clock whining about when I can go home.. it is so different.. I remember days at fef.com.. I am simply not willing to leave despite sarah chased me home…

But it is still a attachment whereby I dead also must finish… I am finding strength, courage to move on..

Anyone good with report writing, my brain is good with blog or stories but not report…
So anyone willing pls come and help me..

2007-11-10T11:18:00.000+08:00

This sudden blogging is due to something I should do long time ago but my natural flesh refused to do it…

I believe after reading you read this will further understand what I had said

I admit that you have change for me..i am so glad that no matter what happen you stand by me..even when time I am wrong
but

I admit the wrong stuff we do will never be erase and everytime after the phone call, all the guit will struck me

I had make so many promise that I will no longer have anything to do with you…
those promise of 5 year, I know that it is a impossible thing cause I can never make myself to have courage to face it…

I believe you can find a better one, one that you will change totally for
time spent together indeed had joy and pain…
but yet it was still a walk where we learn to grow up..
altot my flesh is not willing but yet I know it is the best thing for us that we will no longer have anything to do with each other…

2007-11-10T08:28:00.000+08:00

Yesterday had a big experience which i felt so bad abt it... but yet i still thank GOD for revealing my heart to me... i should do something to change it...

Anger does not prove that you can do watever you want...

Out of the abundance of the heart, the mouth Speak....
Matthew 12:34b
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I thank GOD that I am able to fulfill Building Fund for this month...
Ok it is Pst Ulf Ekman... i will say tat i love him... he is so bold in things...
but the best loved speaker is coming next week... PSt Phil Pringle...

2007-11-09T13:41:00.000+08:00

I hope you all had a good Holiday...

Yesterday was a beachy Day....

whereby i was at East Coast Park with cg... i keep falling down till my butt hurt.... then i was nearly drag into the water... i think i got allergy to grasses... super itchy....

then follow by my uncle fetch me to Changi Beach whereby i am too old for sandcastle so my duty there was to eat and eat... lol... all those trying to slim down doesnt work...
follow by a dinner in a restaurant...

i am really really happy... it had been a long long time since we had such a day together...

i really thank GOD for it...
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2007-11-07T11:34:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night, I am going to write it as a story for today…
I went on an exercusion with a few friends to a deserted place…
While Travelling, we stop to see a girl crying by the road but we just carry on after that..
We reach our destination and rest… the next day we went home forgetting abt the girl that we saw…
It happen after a few day later… When I was about to sleep at home, I saw the same girl pass by me… I got a cold feet…
but I still went to sleep
when I was awake, I saw a little boy at my leg… I scream and my mum ask where he come from..
I said I dunno but my mum went forward to hug him…he give me a evil smile and I saw that he is without leg….
scary… I was awake,,, here end my story…

2007-11-06T11:13:00.000+08:00

i saw forklift today... woooo

i was dead beat tired that i slept for 12 hours straight once i get home

2007-11-05T08:57:00.000+08:00

hAPPY bIRTHDAY TO PAMela....Woooo
and MIchael too...

such a thing to know that birthday is on the same day..super fun...

tHE Success of Celebrating Cat birthday... she didnt cry but still it is success..

went to help at path market....quite lost of what to do.. but then i just hang on...

went to watch The Game plan.. i was super emo after that... it is really a show that dad should watch...

Somewhere and somehow... there is a place where you will not be forgotten....

2007-11-03T08:42:00.000+08:00

I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints,"

Ephesians 1:18

When you are angry or hurt, dun say anything for all things bear consequences....

Today is the BUILDING FUND DAY... and PTL... i was blessed even before it.... thank you GOD...

Different amount, same Sacrifice...

the list of blessing i want to see.... I know tat it had been fulfill somewhere....

If you cant change the environment, Be in the environment...for weeds grow anywhere and everywhere...

2007-11-01T11:06:00.000+08:00

My heart is Crying for YOU...

Crying to ask why this happen...

Crying to know why am i facing it again...

Crying to find a purpose within it....

Simply Crying to plead for all these to go away...

2007-10-31T23:49:00.000+08:00

I HATE this again whereby i will snap at anything.... the mostly got it will be my family member cause they are the closest to me...

i really dunno why.....

these few day... pls try not to talk to me or send me anything or ask any question...

i will get better...hopefully soon... so got to go.....

2007-10-31T13:54:00.000+08:00

A New Blog Skinz.. Since i am a Bit emo right now... so yap..such a skin will match my mood....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST SISTER!!!
i wish you a great year ahead...enjoy your PSP slim.. and sometime pls lend me...

what can i say but to know that i am sick again.. but despite sick, i am still going for my practise for driving..so is my first time really looking forward for it...

if i cant change the company i am at, i will live with it and make it the best of the best... i know i will snip so just rest....

Purple is alway the color for mystery... i am in a purple mood right now!!!

2007-10-30T13:08:00.000+08:00

Sometime things does not go the way you want it to be… the most you hate it, the more you get it…

But yet, everything is a learning process whereby no matter what, where or how…is all abt learning..

Of course I will be very sad abt the leaving…but then I still wish you all the best and get a job fast fast…
Keep in touch…

Izzit I return whatever I had study back to teacher??
I cant seem to know certain things right now…
Or izzit school just dun teach enough??
Sianz…

I realize that I got a pain in my neck…I cant turn my head much…sob….

2007-10-27T00:53:00.000+08:00

I ask GOD why am i going through again...izzit i didnt pass that test that time???

i felt so angry, upset, sad, disappointed...

but yet i fail to see the plan HE had planned...tat if HE bring me to it, HE will bring me through it...

Last week was wanting to be a star Thrower, this week i felt like an idoit..

things might not go smoothly...especially this period...but then i will never give up or say die...

Everything seem to be so wrong but in the mist of wrongness, i feel that i need YOU so much more to lean on and to cry on... Thanks for alway being there for me...

In the mist of MESS, confusion, saddness, anger... whatever the feeling maybe, I know you are alway there... waiting for me to ask for YOU...

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Speak to one another with psalms, hymns and spiritual songs. Sing and make music in your heart to the Lord, always giving thanks to God the Father for everything, in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ." (Ephesians 5:19-20)

to me, it mean that be it good or bad, Still have the Joy of the Lord... where you know everything, GOD is there for you...
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I will like to thank GOD for this especially.... For the ForkLift License, for this IA company even though i know i had been complaining... for regard to my pay... really got to thank GOD for helping me in this... i was seriously very sad by this... but THank GOD for helping me in this....
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Announcement....

THE time had Come.... for me to go into the hiding...anyway from Nov 10 to 1 Dec.... i am M i A... can contact via sms...but no meet out...

2007-10-26T11:37:00.000+08:00

I am more determine to learn SAP...
Still not really well in that...
Hmm thank GOD I manage to figure it out, if not really dunno wat to do..

Now after being taught must really write down and do it again when I am free…or not STM again… grrrr….

Well today my desktop wallpaper is a girl looking at sunflower..

Sunflower is like a sunshine to me… as the girl look at the sunflower, it is like looking at sun… and when it is sunny, people are happy…

Sunflower how beauty you are
Shining like a sun
Where people see and feel happy
I wish everyone will be as happy as sunflower everyday…

Why will someone be so happy to scold another person and tell people??
Whatever ba.. I am being put to the place where it is the same…
But it is just different dealing only…guess that is part of life..

Hopefully can go through this time…

I wish that my life will be a sunflower and sunshine…

2007-10-25T14:27:00.001+08:00

I guess I got to admit that I am accident pro… sianz… banging to almost everything.. cant figure out why???

I had shifted to tpy.. so tired…till I type also can sleep..really is what the???

Tonight still got basic trial test at 9:10pm..wow sure tomorrow can sleep want….

Hmm this coming sat is the test liao… I am so scare… I really want to pass and then I can go get the PDL… I want to get the license in 6 month….

Work had been like excel excel… hopefully will train to be excel pro..hmm like a bit think too much…

Ok now back to work

2007-10-23T23:09:00.000+08:00

Hey there it is really a long time since i updated...sianz...starting from tomorrow, i doubt that i have time too also...busy busy...or maybe i should say trying to keep myself busy...haha

hmm since Sunday was really bad bad bad....it is like organize a birthday party for my sister but failed because the ring close at 3.30pm.,, no idea where to bring them....

hehe but thank GOD still got my planets at fef.com...so we went to celebrate Pris birthday...even though we no longer work there..at hard rock cafe...tat is really a good place to celebrate birthday....

haha was telling Nighturner, i am going back to help out for V day and she was like " i haven forgive you for the reply to work during holiday....but i had already set the date...and i guess i will prepare for this battle....even though many had left...=(

well it will be harder and harder...

back to the celebration...it was like haha...nighturner is super tired that hmm HAHA was gone...but then the fight for billing is nevertheless inevitable..lol...

hmm the cake was same as xm..but really not i plan de... i dunno untill i ask where the cake was bought and the next thing i guessed was the same CAKE!!!! faint... but well..i guess plutosotong do can link with earth...it was nice cake right???

i had come to the point too bad to say but really misss fef.com...it is really bad...sianz... i know when i am back there, the environment and the pressure from side will somehow make me go again... it was good bye, good byeeeee, and never ending byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

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The first day of work, it was really really BAAAAADDDDDDDDDD

cant imagine that i will be injure by the bus door and best of all is the same foot that i sprain my ankle not long ago...till forklift teacher said not again...why every time come forklift..you will have bandage ar?? i am like haha... but he is really cute... and thank to him...i got my license....wheeee....

almost late ba...caught in the rain some more...overdress???

it was a really busy environment.... i so scare i cannot handle it...

but then thank GOD when i saw was purchasing i am like wheee....

isnt that wat i had been doing in fef.com...so thank you Nighturner again..hopefully, i will not have another name in this company... Plutosotong is enough from one place...lol...

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when i go back to school today, i was like ........so many people not going back to company cause boss say can off... i am like sianz... hmm ok ba this company i work for..quite a number of teachers seem to know... hmm wonder why??? but then whatever...

I know IA can be heaven or hell depend on the individual... i wan to make it good not because of the job offer but then for my GPA... i want to go POLY....that is the FINAL...so got to make it good...learn learn learn...never say DIE....

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after forklift, in 6 month time, i will post my driving license...

IF you can see it, you can have it....

waiting waiting.....

2007-10-20T23:23:00.000+08:00

i saw my company, i saw my friends....

i was on the verge to tear... super sad....

most of my friend 5day only.... me is 5.5days...

the pay wise.. is really......

the company is in a mess....

too busy to teach...

the company building like those in the late 80s...

with so many unhappiness and complaint.....

i really love today msg.... oh man it really speak my heart out...

so it might not be easy to set things right but then it is going to be fun...

sometime things just dun work out the way you want it to be but yet it still does not mean that you give up.
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i reopen the wound again...everytime i did that, i really thank you for closing it back for me..

w/o you, it will really be that i am gone!!!
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here is a poem that i write on the inspiration i had...

Who can be with you at the mountain?
who can be with you at the road?
who can be with you in the valley?
who can go no matter where you go?
who is there 24/7??
who can be there....

if there is, you will not be...
if there was, you will not need to go through this,
if there were, you will have no need to come and find me...

at your place, i found love
at your place, i found peace
at your place, i found joy
at your place, i found assurance

in your mind, i was form
in your eye, i was beautiful
in your ear, i was crying
in your nose, i smell nice
in your mouth, i receive praise
in your all in all, I was choosen...

i am glad that you are not only my GOD,
but my friend, my companion and my everlasting...

THank You Jesus for everything....

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In another two more week will be arise and build... i so look forward to it...i know the amount to pledge and fulfill..it sure does stretch my faith..but i know my GOD is really a more than enough GOD.....in Him there is fullness of Joy..

I am Believing Him for a breakthrough in Life...so those pledging Jia YOU....

2007-10-19T08:43:00.000+08:00

I am here to say that my attachement company is at Siow Chiang & Co pte Ltd.. they deal with fishing tackle... it is going to be interesting =) i hope =X....

hmm i was the only student there was abit sianz cause really like nvn hear of this company before.... ok my attachment will start from this coming monday 22 oct to 09 Feb...

then i going back to FEF.com for my part time again till 14th Feb... haha this time is like non stop...super busy busy.

hmm it is a 5.5day work so will be rush here and there....

so zzzommm out now!

2007-10-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

wa.. went to basic theory trial practise again... i went to book for a date that is on 27th Oct 07.. it is like next week... i really pray that i dun have to work on sat so that i can go for the test...

but really it is a joy to see my old old IT friend.. he came over to help me make recovery cd... we had fun playing.. haha i was wanting to use the psp to enter blog... but cant...

my meeting with monkie alway is a joy as she is crappy but yet full of laugther... i will nvn forget the depress part... hmm we bought a top together but really must slim slim then can wear... so for now.. just look at it first =)

hmm today is the day....

which company??

what is the working time like???

how much is the pay???

where is the location??

when is the end of attachment??

with 4W 1H... all will be answer tomorrow....

the goal for from now till end of the month are:

Fulfill montly building fund

SLIM DOWN BY 3KG

PASS all my Theory test

GOOD JOB done in the attachment

and

haha a few more =)

i believe i can do it... i can fulfill it... i just want to say that i slim down not because of what others say but it is a challenge of discpline..=)

2007-10-16T23:36:00.000+08:00

LeT just rejoice in the Lord alway, again i say REJOICE!!!

for the fact that i just had one practice and i pass my Basic Theory Trial Test... that i am able to book for Basic Theory Test... it is really my desire...

another thing is that my Labby is back... altot it went to service centre for like more than 5 days... it got reformated and everything gone =( but then it is a new start =) for whatever is in the past is erase.... so ya...forgive and forget... Let go and Let GOD

2007-10-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

Congrat to friends who clear their Basic Trial Test today... wow 2 make it... one just got 1 error only... next will be me... is a pressure i give to myself to pass it by this week..hey i am not that bad with studying book anyway... if i can pass forklift, i can pass this... so Jia you Elaine =)

hmm happy to know that today i am able to go drive forklift again.. haha dunno will lose touch a not... zzz will i become beginner again??

well i will say that this holiday, it is really a busy and also fulfilling days.. i realize that there is so much more to learn.. there is so much to change... so much expecting... it really like a treasure hunt of life purpose and what i am to do...
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have you wonder why people cant make out their mind of what they want??? when you are too free, they will say why you alway got nothing to do but when you are very busy, they will ask why you got so many thing to do...

so where along the line.. there is really no perfect answer to what a human want.. cause we are really change so quickly that it will be tiring to change to what they really want you to be.. or maybe you are so stress till wood bridge is your final home.....but yet there is a promise from the bible that say GOD Is the same yesterday, today and forever more... so just FOllOW HIM will be the best thing you can do and the passport is to Heaven...wheeee(better than wood bridge right??)

stay in His way and He will direct your path... lol suddenly driving seem to also work in this principle...i guess we are sometime at small road, sometime big road..sometime tunnel, sometime expressway... but anyway, we are still going to Heaven way whether small road or expressway =)

ok i guess this driving thing is so into me... zzzz.... muhaha.... alright.. whatever way... GOD is alway in the way to be there for YOU!!!

2007-10-15T09:32:00.000+08:00

whee..here is a joy i will like to share with all..that is GOD know all your desire...

yesterday while eating out with my mum friend, we were on the topic on car...
so i was thinking in my heart...

how good will it be to drive a car of my own with guidance...
as i had conquer forklift lesson, i wanted to know if it is very similar to forklift and what i found out was really very similar...

the different will be that the reverse is control by foot or hand.

as usual haha i did break like i first time did... hard brake...but wasnt that nervous... able to hit the speed and hold there... so thank to my forklift teacher for his hard teaching... even though at first i was consider his worst student ba...

even though it was the first time, i was still able to control left and right properly...wasnt swifting here and there... it was really thank GOD for this experience and indeed HE hear your desire and prayer.

now my aim is all set before me..Driving License in 6month...i am believing GOD for that...

2007-10-14T00:47:00.000+08:00

MOTIVATION

Quote - ' People often say that motivation doesn't last. Well, neither does bathing; that's why we recommend it daily.' - Zig Ziglar

You're going to love this;
Getting motivated is essential.

From the inside, the outside, from wherever.
'Why sit we here till we die', say the four lepers in the Biblical record as they sit outside the besieged city of Samaria. If we sit forever, we will sit till we die.

Being motivated is not just being inspired though.
Motivation goes to work.

If motivation doesn't result in action it is futile.
Embrace work as your best friend.

As you go to work the motivation increases.
Accept work as your life. Accept life as work.

Not obsessive work without rest; not activity without productivity, but work that is paced, purposeful and productive.

The dreams of a lazy man will kill him.
Renounce laziness; embrace industry. Go for it!

Do something!

2007-10-13T12:30:00.001+08:00

This ME issue alway surface especially everytime i am at home..

sick whole week endless noise... oh man.. irritating...

anyway 1st Anniversary of GTUC... but do they still remember??

well..another one more week and my life will not be the same again.. sianz....

2007-10-09T01:52:00.000+08:00

I am super sad that my laptop window had crush and i was mentioning that i want to switch to window xp only yesterday...

sianz..

anyway i am enjoying playing facebook and audition =)

2007-10-08T03:09:00.001+08:00

2007-10-08T03:00:00.001+08:00

2007-10-08T02:28:00.000+08:00

TO Mr Xiaoming aka Surferboi

HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPY BiRTHDaY!!!!!

2007-10-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

Learn a New Song today, it is call Saviour King

Verse 1
And now the weak say I have strength
By the spirit of power that raised Christ from the dead
And now the poor stand and confess
That my portion is ? and I'm more blessed

Pre-chorus
Let now our hearts burn with a flame
A fire consuming all for your Son's holy name
And with the heavens we declare
You are our king

Chorus
We love you Lord, we worship you
You are our God, you alone are good

You asked your Son to carry this
The heavy cross our weight of sin

I love you Lord, I worship you
Hope which was lost, now stands renewed
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king

Verse 2
Let now your church shine as the bride
That you soar in your heart as you offered up your life
Let now the lost be welcomed home
By the saved and redeemed those adopted as your own

Ending
I give my life to honor this
The love of Christ, the savior king
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It is a promise that i will put my tot to oversea aside first as Building Fund coming... Like the songs say I give my life to honor this.... so i will do it as i had remember what HE had done for me....

Every time got Vision week, i also realize that there is so much changes within the Church...

+ We are not going to have Singapore Emerge Youth Conference anymore...
+ Some of the member will be going back to Jurong West church for service...
+ Focus on our own church growth
+ Change to Asia Conference Instead.... @ November 18-23 2008....

The Changes are for good =)
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I was given a chance to do something but due to carelessness, i didnt do it...I pray that there will be another chance given, i really wait for it very long but then i will still wait...

GOD train me up to just have fear of GOD instead of fear of man...

my helping at Path market was consider a success.. but then i just need to fear stranger less and be more bold to talk openly...
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I give my life to Honor this.... What i honor and hold dearly....No one can take it away....for what HE had done.... My Life had been Seal.... It is not a JOb, task or commitment but then i doing all for LOVE...

2007-10-06T00:42:00.001+08:00

Happy 1st Anniversary to PlutoSotong that is me....

ok here is the entry of what happen on 6 OCt 2006

Had been thinking abt today blog...haha so it is my free time again to give my labby a hug.... hmm from today is no longer blursotong but PlutoSotong..why?? cause blur and i dun understand human lanaguage so change to plutosotong.. hmm quite cool... well not sure if there are really sotong in pluto...oh man laming again..

Let not get started where i got the nick from...for people who is in FEF.com will know it well..

Altot is a happy thing but sadly things change so much...the joy of it had long gone... guess we all had age...

Oh ya...i still remember the MR Brown show that i was ask to listen that do you know that PLUTO is no longer a planet but a rock...haha =)

Thanks to someone from marcom for My logo..she is the one that do it for me despite her busy schedule that time...

O ya thanks to someone special and important that give me this name...

In another few more day will be GTUC 1st anniversary too...but does anyone remember????

This Blog Entry is to you if you know who you are....Thank you i never forget what you had done, words you have said...wherever you are, i will like to say i am sorry for hurting you but it was never my intention and you are still that someone special no matter where or what.....Love you alway =)

2007-10-06T00:42:00.000+08:00

Happy 1st Anniversary to PlutoSotong that is me....

ok here is the entry of what happen on 6 OCt 2006

Had been thinking abt today blog...haha so it is my free time again to give my labby a hug.... hmm from today is no longer blursotong but PlutoSotong..why?? cause blur and i dun understand human lanaguage so change to plutosotong.. hmm quite cool... well not sure if there are really sotong in pluto...oh man laming again..

Let not get started where i got the nick from...for people who is in FEF.com will know it well..

Altot is a happy thing but sadly things change so much...the joy of it had long gone... guess we all had age...

Oh ya...i still remember the MR Brown show that i was ask to listen that do you know that PLUTO is no longer a planet but a rock...haha =)

Thanks to Huiyee for My logo..she is the one that do it for me despite her busy schedule...

O ya thanks to someone special and important that give me this name...

In another few more day will be GTUC 1st anniversary too...but does anyone remember????

This Blog is only to you if you know who you are....wherever you are, i will like to say i am sorry for hurting you but it was never my intention and you are still that someone special no matter where or what.....Love you alway =)

2007-10-04T13:54:00.001+08:00

Here to report a good new =) i am finally going oversea with my grandma and mummy (it is really my mother first time seating an aeroplane)

thank GOD for the bonus to speak and tell my mummy that she insist that she want to go...

so my grandma agree and finally we are going to macau on 29th Feb 2008 to 4th Feb 2008

it is really PRAise the Lord and i really pray that it will be not just a one time event but a yearly thing and in the mean time i will save enough money for Taiwan Emerge 2008 =)

Building Fund is coming again =) i really pray that i will be able to fulfill that amount that i know i want to give =) May the Lord Bless =)

2007-10-04T12:46:00.000+08:00

Waiting for another 2 more day is PlutoSotong 1st Anniversary =)

another 9 more days will be G.T.U.C (Galaxies Trade Union Congress) 1st Anniversary but then is this group still alive??

I thank Sarah for still using the Name that i give her call "Night Turner" aka Egg Woman
(which i know i am so dead for calling that)

since yesterday i had decide to read my old blog from MSN space and here what i found out..

-The Solar Gathering Part 1 Story...
-How i met 筑芸 and a letter to her in chinese
but yet so many things had change from one year to another...
-How i got my name PlutoSotong...which really for long long time i nvn hear abt it..
-how i say that i will nvn be a telephone operator but in the end i once did =X
-how i use to say Mr Lee
-how i use to write my blog and being so emo
- how everything happen.. it is so nice and different..wow from one year so many different things...

but then really thank GOD that HE is the Same yesterday today and FOREVER more...

oh i read on one thing abt the rising up, I am still waiting for GOD.. i believe in His Time i will be who he want me to be =0

CHC - God Of My Forever

2007-10-03T23:52:00.001+08:00

Here is my most favorite song among all

GOD of my Forever

GOD OF MY YOUTH I REMEMBER
YOUR CALL ON MY LIFE TOOK ME O'ER
YOUR LOVE HAS SEEN ME THROUGH ALL MY DAYS
I STAND HERE BY YOUR GRACE

ON THIS ALTAR I'VE WRITTEN MY LIFE
TELLS OF THE STORY I HAVE WITH YOU MY LORD
I WANT THE WORLD TO KNOW

GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I'M WITH YOU
MY LIFE IS SAVED WITH A PRICE
YOUR SACRIFICE REDEEMED MY SOUL
GOD OF MY FOREVER
AND FOREVER I WILL SING
MY GREATEST HONOR WILL ALWAYS BE
TO SERVE MY LORD AND KING

GOD OF MY LIFE I'VE SURRENDERED
MY HEART FINDS ITS REST IN YOUR WORD
PRAISES WILL NOT BE ENOUGH TO SHOW
HOW MY LOVE FOR YOU HAS GROWN

NOTHING MATTERS WHEN YOU'RE HERE WITH ME
IN THE END JUST TO HEAR YOU SAY “WELL DONE”
BOWING BEFORE YOUR THRONE

FOREVER AND EVER
JESUS YOU ALONE IN GLORY REIGN
FOREVER AND EVER
WITH YOU I WALK THIS NARROW WAY

2007-10-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

The Result is out: =)

Class Number

Subject

Catalog Number

Section

Grade Official

Units Taken

4028

51070

ULPP

1.0

	Sports and Wellness II					Full Time Sep Exam

3084

49070

ULT3

2.0

	Material Handling Equipment					Full Time Sep Exam

3093

5001PA

ULTP

6.0

	Cargo Doc and Practices					Full Time Sep Exam

3085

59020

ULT2

4.0

	Material Planning					Full Time Sep Exam

3096

4001PA

ULTP

7.0

	Business Communication					Full Time Sep Exam

Total GPA is 3.37

Altot it was disappointing that i want 2A but then i still thank GOD for this Result cause it might be worse than this... so PRAISE THE LORD...

hmm now is the time to decide whether private or public poly but then all i know is that, i am leaving up to the MOST high...

if i cant do it for man, then i will do it for GOD cause i know and i know that HE is the one that matter after all...

2007-10-03T14:12:00.000+08:00

Myspace Christian Comments

Hmm very seldom i will put this on my blog but really i believe for every problem, be it big or small, we have ONE who we can trust and have our desire answer..that is GOD... so remember to "PUSH"

2007-10-02T01:07:00.000+08:00

In another 2 more weeks, i will work in a total new environment that till now i still dunno if i really like this job or all my good result are the result that i force myself to study it...

i did went back to the old work place again... the people...they had all change...altot it is still the same road that it lead to the same office..but then changes had been so much till i no longer feel the warm and cosy feeling anymore...

i was offer a job... altot i was very happy but yet...will it still be same again??? i was shock when hui yee msn me... it really had been a long long time we talk.. i am serious... she told me to base on what my heart feel...

when i was think to get up to work today, i felt fear fill my heart...maybe it had been really so long or i had grew cold of the place??

i did say that i want to work in the environment that i am very comfortable but then i no longer feel it...if i really go back there to work, it will be for money...

but i guess the greatest regret was that i hurt someone who i really love and care alot.. i dunno what happen in between to the point that i know it is beyond repair... i dunno what to say or explain...

how i wish, there is a place for repair but i know it is useless...

that is my greatest regret my greatest regret...everytime i think of it, i wish to shut myself up with no people around..so that i wont hurt anyone..
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i am back to writing again.. pls dun come and tell/ask me why i post it all out...

2007-10-02T00:58:00.000+08:00

Something it just take a bit more senstive to know tat a thank you will brighten up a day...
a please will sound more poilet..
a sorry will not kill
or a hi will make someone smile =)
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Everytime a quarrel will make a person feel so upset but then how not to??
to keep quiet totally??
that is cannot make it..

2007-10-01T00:39:00.000+08:00

May the Lord be with you =)
no matter what happen =)
be sun or rain
happy or sad
May the Joy of the Lord be your Strength =)

2007-09-30T17:39:00.001+08:00

Here is a best best friend that really i wan to thanks from my heart... if not for her to pick me up from taoyuan airport to take high speed rail to 左營 and even the kind extend of her family like 宋爸爸，宋媽媽，宋小妹，宋大姐, Pastors to let me stay at their place and bringing me around...

altot at the taoyuan airport, i cried and unwilling to go back... but then i will still remember every single things we had done... i did cry on the plane when i see the video for me...
i know that a depart is a beginning....

this is my most love photo =)

筑芸,

Really thank you so much...oh man is abt one week ago where we are still together... and now i am back in Singapore for about 3days...i am so touched by your love...

i did cried when i watch the video every time i watch it and i feel encourage too..i admit that the miss is written in my heart..as your video tell me not to fear man, i will train myself to be more fearless with man by the grace of GOD..

Remember what i said in the letter never lose heart... i believe your vision!! i believe that you will SHINE for Christ...
i will pray for you and your church in Singapore... ...i will brush up my Chinese just as you trying to brush up your English...

Thanks for trying to play that song for me..GOD of my Forever.. it is still ringing in my ear altot in the end, we didnt manage to sing together and record it down..

really you sing well and play well too.. so i believe that what GOD is using you in the future...

to me，高雄 is really a training ground... a place i had learn so much and i believe everything is pre plan from GOD... from the first time we met till now...

I am waiting for the next meeting with you again, maybe is me go over or maybe is you coming over... but no matter what, i am waiting!!! =) this long distance friendship, i really hold it dearly to my heart...

May the Lord Bless you and use you greatly =)

淑韵

PS: btw there are some people said that we are real sister =) and remember the joke on going aboard or coming back..
remember to pray that you can come for SOT here!!! i am waiting really for tat day.

2007-09-30T17:32:00.001+08:00

Here are people from 榮美教會... they are super nice wor... i miss them

2007-09-30T17:20:00.000+08:00

this is the group that touch my heart for that send me off at airport... thank you so much...

2007-09-30T17:05:00.001+08:00

Here is the little pretty princess 。。she is really pretty =)

2007-09-30T01:12:00.001+08:00

This is 榮美教會...direct translation = Glory beauty church.. it is really a beautiful church ... congrate to one of the sister that is getting marry on Jan 2008 =)

2007-09-30T01:08:00.001+08:00

This is 武昌教會..wu chang church..very nice building and really a touching story behind this building...PTL

2007-09-30T00:59:00.000+08:00

This is 瑞豐教會。。Sweet Home...where my learning start!!!

2007-09-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

Hi i believe you hear of this saying that say a picture speak a thousand words..so here are the picture from taiwan..without the church as it is super slow to upload...so is really sianz...

2007-09-27T10:47:00.000+08:00

Hey Friend i am back from taiwan... This is a trip that really going to be a changing point of my life..

Before going, i was thinking it is going to be a shopping place where alot of purchase will be made and really alot fun and nice food...but then what GOD had install is really different from what i went to do... here i will just share it all...

22/9/07

I am so excited over the trip, was very touch that QQ,Aly,Jeff,Tian Hong,my family members came to the airport to send me off..
best was that was the first time i do video call..
and my first time on a plane myself...
Praise the Lord that i reach taoyuan airport @5.30pm and met 筑芸 @ 6.10pm and really she slim down alot..
that was what i keep telling her when i first saw her...we took a bus to taoyuan high speed rail station @6.40pm and travel to 高雄左營 and reach there @9.06pm.. their family member are so kind that they came down to pick us up at the train station even though it was very near their place... but at first i went to eat pizza @ 9.15pm.. their pizza is really very nice and really they got even fruit pizza...the creative of people cant be underestimated...reach their place @10.30pm.. we slept early as we go service tomorrow and need to be there by 8am...

23.09.07

By the grace of GOD, i woke up @ 7:06 with no alarm clock or others to wake me up...
that was amazing cause i know i will really sleep to really late...
we ride motorcycle to zhuyun church call 瑞豐教會 and what i saw was that a 19 year old guy was the worship leader...then i think back hey i am the same age as him... so well i was thinking what will cat say if she see him??? hmm... well 筑芸 is a pianist in her church, she really play well.. the service start @ 10am..and the praise song was Praise the Lord in chinese.. well they dance and even some jump...

i tot hey GOD this church is good..cause they enjoy the praise...

soon it was worship, the song were Rise up! the son and daughter of GOD! Lord i offer my life to you...at first i was just simply worship cause they sang in English but then under the guidance of GOD, i was able to sing in chinese and worship GOD.. i felt such a need to come more closer to GOD so i kneel down to just focus on worship GOD as i remember what is the meaning of Worship... i was telling GOD to let HIS spirit pour upon the service right then cause the atmosphere was really cold..

after the worship, i was welcome as a newcomer from city harvest church.. then pastor yao give a word on Joshua....

A sense of grief feel my heart when i hear what the pastor was saying and when i turn my head to look at the people, i cried as i realize that they are not interested in what the pastor is saying at all.. till the point that pastor was saying tat he is preaching to himself...

after the word came a shock to me, another pastor introduce me again and ask me to say how i feel abt the service...
i look at 筑芸 and was shock but by the grace of GOD again, i speak the truth and pray for the ministry with a mike and at the pole pit...
it is something that i never tot of and never ever dream of that i will do...or even agree to do..if you are friends who know me very very well.. i got stage fright... and i am speaking to a group abt 20 plus...it wasnt easy... but then i just hold it and pray in my heart to speak according to what the Lord wants me to speak... thank you GOD for using me at that time...

after the entire service, it was their little cg time... i was talking to pst yao and ask him more abt the sermon, he shared with me and i ask him why dun he share with the rest abt it as it was really a good words..but then, he said he couldnt..at tat moment, i can sense fear in him... i just chat with others.. some even tell me how they love pastor kong and kept his photo...

after tat, we head to the main hall for the adult, it was in one of the floor in a building... it was really nice....

we head to visit baby and the mother, it was really very good..i love babies..seriously.. i felt that it was the best creation GOD had made...

after visiting babies, we visit 武昌教和會...it was close by then but it is once again by the grace of GOD, 筑芸 happen to know someone from there and ask to speak to that person and really that person was still there... we went up to the office and that lady show us around other then the main church service area as she dun have the keys... i was looking for someone from there when they came over to singapore, as i lost the contact number at airport... i suddenly tot of opening friendster and show her the picture and really it is so happen that that lady had the girl number and she called her to inform her... she was shouting on the phone with Joy... we had a agreement to meet on 25.9.07 afternoon after meeting with another person...

as it was really late, 筑芸 know that i wanted to visit 榮美教會 as i knew tat Cat and cg will like to find out how their church look like.. we went to search for their address and really we couldnt find it after a few turn but then GOD was at work really a heavy pour of rain came and we had to go find a place to put on rain coat which we assure that it might be their church premises.. and we are right when i try to peak in to see.. i was abit disappointed so i tot a close door... 筑芸 told me why not go have a look at their restaurant as it was really really nearby...

when we head for the restaurtant, it was semi close...筑芸 was telling me that it was closed but then i just wanted to go there and take a few picture and by the grace of GOD, a girl that came to singapore that time happen to align from her bike and saw me..we are so joyful abt it... then as we were talking, 憶湘姊 came from the back and i was so delight to see her... i was telling her tat i wanted to visit their church and that girl who i was talking to was ask to bring us up to view their church... i was so delight... we had a chat and fix an appointment to meet on tuesday too...

All Glory to GOD, really it had been a way that when we are visiting a church, it is raining heavily outside but as we walk out of the church building, the rain stop...

i was telling 筑芸 that i was not here to play or enjoy at all but it was more like a learning and mission trip and the funny thing was that i came across 2 missionaries..

it seem to be GOD pre arrangement for this trip...

as it was mooncake festival, people was celebrating with bbq and it is a time of gathering, i went to a secondary school gathering with 筑芸,... it was really warm and cosy to know that despite for so many year, they still meet up.. it touch my heart...

we went to a mountain when we can see the view of 高雄city and we went there to pray for the nation and also this city... i pray once in chinese and one in english... she told me that the spiritual atmosphere is really bad and her concern for the people there.... she told me that she will cry everything she pray for the people.. but yet she saw a sign from GOD that revival will sweep through in taiwan...
i believe it too and will pray for it that the latter rain will be pouring real soon like never before...
and i encourage her not to dishearten or give up...

we went to 瑞豐nightmarket and guess what i didnt know that 筑芸 was really good with fashion, she pick some really nice clothes that is suitable for me and we bought some souvenir...

we head home after that... after shower, i was reading and read a part which i sense that it can encourage 筑芸.. so i show her and really while i was writing the diary, i cried cause i know that every little fine detail, GOD had plan and without it, we ended our day with a prayer time together till 5 plus am... and really everything PRAISE THE LORD!!!

2007-09-22T07:30:00.000+08:00

Now is currently 7:30am...i dunno izzit because too excited that i was having a hard time to sleep haha in the end it was like a singing session of my mum try to sing me to sleep..but yet behind she didnt know i cried...cause i was reminded by the past of a song that my dad and i first sang together tat is 車站....

the song is like a person wait for a return of another person at the train station but yet this person nvn return at all... is like i cant wish all i wan for my dad to jump back to life but yet knowing the fact that he will nvn return back..

altot is a short 5 days. but i can tell the unwilling to let me go.. but yet she dun say with her mouth...

my feeling right now is also very down cause of what happening in my cg...i am really concern abt them.. will pray for them de...

i really think that the love of a person dun have to be publicly display but a firm warm hug and a word softly only the person know i love you will be enough..

hmm may the JOY of the LORD be their strength in no matter what happen=)

GOD bless you all=)

2007-09-20T12:26:00.000+08:00

After sharing so much unhappiness why not share something more happy!!!! =) =)

there was once in my blog that i might be going to taiwan and might not be able to go..

but under the grace of GOD and the really really really good host of the taiwan people, i had pack my luggage and all ready for taiwan alone this coming Saturday....

the feeling of it is excited, a bit scare but really cant wish to fly there straight...

altot there was a feel hiccup at times but then i really want to thank GOD for making it all possible...

i want to thank my kind and understand mother that allow me to go there alone too =)

i want to thank 筑芸 for her kind host and helping me to settle the train ticketing so that we can have a smooth ride to 高雄

i am going there to attend their church service, buy more clothes,, try one of my friend's restautant pasta shop,try to look for it started off with a kiss 2 VCD, celebrate their mooncake festival and go there to learn a bit of piano skill and of course as all had said to go taiwan and EAT EAT EAT!!!!

i am so bless to go take a look at a newborn baby there that had been birth just yesterday 3 min before i receive a call from taiwan.. i am so so excited to meet this new life....

i alway felt that when you see a new life been born unto this earth, it make you still feel that life is still very beautiful in this world and so is when the person return to the ground...

all in all in 5 days... i really pray GOD will stretch my 24 hours to the fullest... i cant wait for my trip there....

2007-09-20T00:43:00.000+08:00

Things wasnt seem to be good.. so many thing happen on a single day...

I didnt get enough sleep because i was trying to be a good friend...and really i dunno what am i doing...

I was so hot and upset over everything... cause lack of sleep...

a mistake was made and i lost a sum of money...=(

I lost my job because i was ask to do an impossible task.... was it a friend betray, i dunno.. and i dun care at all...

i accidentally slip out that i drink and made someone not happy...

i got a call that make me feel so irritated cause i didn't want to talk at all to a old lady...

there is so many so many things to complain and upset and angry and sad and agitated about....

but i choose to alway look on the bright side of life..by living on positive that i know drinking wont solve anything.. i know my daddy GOD is still good to me...

2007-09-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

When we are small, we think abt growing up..
When we are grown up, how we wish we are still small =)

many people many road
but ONE GOD Rule many

2007-09-16T00:04:00.000+08:00

What is Friendship all abt.. but hey if words can swift a friend, is this friendship still stand.. but yet as for me, i want to protect my friend, i dun wan them to be hurt, i dun wan friend quarrel with friend.. and i really want to be a good friend to my friend.. so whatever... silly stupid or dumb...it seem to be... but i will still believe that friends are good... i pray my DADDY will let and help me to choose my friend wisely....

well as for sister....i really thank GOD that EILEEN CHAN LIYUN is my sister.... cause haha i remember how i have hate her... and i will do my best to get all the revenge i need... but it was her sweet cute smile that melt my heart...of coz there are still time i really wish i can kill her but then she is still so sweet for me...

when i want something or want to do something very badly, crazily it seem to be but she is still willing to be the clown for/with me...

when i am really sick, she will look after me...

when i am super down and wear out.. she will do her best to cheer me...

when i am really really happy, she is the first i remember i want to share...altot half of the time she dun appreciate it...

but yet because is eileen... so she is really want who alway tell me that what went wrong, who is good or bad... she will rather i am angry and upset with her then see me go wrong... that is her.. my dearest... my love.. my best best best friend and my most wonderful sister EILEEN CHAN =)

Eileen Chan if you read this, i want you to know that i truly love you from the bottom of my heart and i want you to know that no matter how much i nag or say abt you or have to shut down your com is because i really worry for you... do the best in what you want to do... i say i want to get you the crumpler bag for your birthday but you dun wan... so you tell me what you wan, i will get for you cause i LOVE YOU...GROW STRONG AND DUN SPOILT your eye for the com...
with Hugz and KISSes

2007-09-15T09:36:00.000+08:00

Finally My exam had finished...well i leave my result to the most high meaning i wont complain no matter what result i got...

As i trying to add my entry here, the song just play Imagine me without you..
isn't it true that without GOD, i wont be here...living my life strongly.. despite all that had happen..
without GOD, where will i be right now?? will i be very very very depress??

indeed the time was hard to pass feeling and emotion was hard to forget but yet GOD is still there to heal..without his healing, i will not be at where i am..

i had experiences loses, but yet i will say that i had experience gain.. gain not only from what the world offer but what life is all about.. through trial and hardship, i can totally understand and had grown..

i thank GOD that whatever happen, i know he is forever there for me...
and indeed through this life all.. i know i was never forsaken..

Friends may fail and hurt you, they might just make use of you or even just play you up but i know ONE who is more that a friend... HE will NEVER LEAVE YOU NOR FORSAKE YOU...
and with this my life leave on more strongly...

2007-09-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

How you know when you are very stress abt exam???

When all you think abt is exam Note and what you do is this...

Revision Paper all around the table

with sugar free mentos to chew and a cup of water to refresh... hmm but as for now i dun think it help me to refresh at all

I guess all i need is this!!! izzit it nice.. well tonight again same place same time... same Mcdonald...I cant possibly drink 2 cup.. so it is my study mate who drink it... but it is really nice!!! =)

back to more study!!!! +(

2007-09-08T01:30:00.000+08:00

Evan Almighty

It will be a show that i had half expected it to be like Bruce Almighty which you had watch that you have the power to control the things of the world...

but yet i was wrong.. it was a movie that talk abt changing the world... maybe sitting there, it change my thinking of the show and even one point of time that i think it change what i really think regard to the way of GOD...

well lets put it this way, it might be that you are praying for financial blessing, that does not mean that Money will drop from Heaven..it just that GOD will create more Opportunity for you to earn that money and in return all Glory goes to HIM..hmm tat is what tithing is all abt...isnt it...

if you are one who do investment, you will know the risk and the loses... but if you invest into HIS kingdom... it was promise in Malachi 3:10 that it will not just be a small return, it will be THE BIGGEST RETURN YOU WILL EVER GET!!!

I got mine...so what are you waiting for???

another thing was that if you pray for love, do you think GOD will just send Love which will freak you out or will GOD make room in your Heart to first know how to LOVE???

The movie was abt a politician that wanted to change the world,he at first as normal human being would, depend on his own strength and even when pray...it was like a chores to do..
so when his wife ask him what he prayed, he didnt answer...

at the middle of the night, he knee down by the bed and intro himself to GOD and just pray what he want that is to change the World, the next day the alarm clock ring at 6:14am..which as normal person would get up and prepare to world but the funny things was that he had a package that was fill with tool..which he just dump it aside not knowing what was it for.. he just goes to work as normal which his life started to change.... for more detail pls watch the movie =)

i really like the moral of the whole story as well i tot that it was going to be like noah day when there is a flood to destroy the world which will be like contradicting to the bible as GOD promise that HE will no longer use this way to destroy Earth..

but it show one thing which i am really going to learn that is

ARK-> one ACT of RANDOM KINDNESS at a time can change the World...

another was that why GOD choose pair of animal to enter the ark of Noah??
it was because hand in hand they were never leave each other...

i need to learn this well.. hand in hand we are a family, maybe they are weird or they have idea that is well not positive to others...but they are still my family and i should cheer them on and encourage them and believe in them..

well another is it might be that GOD just work the way that HE think is the most perfect for us.. so we might be praying GOD let me go back home... i trust that GOD is smart enough not to do that...HE will most probably say well it is not time for Home but yet this is what i need you to do...

haha i think i like a part when the main actor said i wish YOU can love me less...

to be honest...i think it is my thinking when i was asking to do something which i think that people will think i am insane and the best part you know you got to do it because HE love you the best and Know you the best.. so is like...erm... i will alway ask this question how come is not someone else but me??

but yet the result will alway be well...V GOOOD!!! so maybe it is like Just listen and Obey for there is no other way...

so what are you waiting for?? go watch the movie and know for yourself...

but the most important thing to do is to PRAY.. for Ask and it shall be Given!

2007-09-07T18:10:00.000+08:00

ok.. I give up to know that i study the wrong wrong topic..as in the wrong module to prepare for exam.. i will try my best to know my subject well.. i am still in the lalala mode of my own and really studying seem to be so zZZz to me.... with the heavy rain sometime and a hot sun it make one feel like sleeping..

ok when you dun want to do something, excuse is seem to work the best... i am giving excuse so now back to more studying..Lame!!! =X

too much stress for exam

2007-09-07T13:39:00.000+08:00

When you have a problem... you can have 2 choice.. one is to give up..

another is to think of the solution and solve the problem..

so choose what you want it.

2007-09-05T09:24:00.001+08:00

I really like this week Leadership File!!

The GOLDEN RULE

Put yourself in other people's shoes.
What is it like to deal with you?
Would you come back?
Would you enjoy being the other person in your world?
Would you go to you church? Why?
Would you buy your product? Why?
Would you read your book? Why?
Would you enjoy being your wife? Husband? Your kids? Your friends?

mabe somewhere we forget that others are also human!! sob

2007-09-03T08:55:00.000+08:00

Ok i guess i was too scared of the accident that i forget what i really wanted to blog!!!

i am so happy to see Dad and Mom again... it was suppose to be intention but then as i was afraid that i will be late again, so i decided to wait till after my exam but who knows...

on the bus, i was thinking if i can see them some where, the next moment, i saw someone board the bus and i was like wow GOD really heard my desire... of course it was a very short time spent..but it was good to know that they are doing very well..

haha i really thank GOD for giving me favour for man...

someone wanted me to be her god-daughter but then i didnt really answer..

but when i hear that, i miss one of them..some one that really went missing and i cant find that person!! sob sob...

how i wish i just bump into tat person somewhere!!!

*Praying*

2007-09-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

Thank GOD i am back at Singapore!!

wat a close one... so scary....

my mum friend's drive us to jb...

on the way back, he turn to the right and suddenly a motorcycle bang onto his bumper...

he sped off straight after that as the person look like he wanted to fight!!!

as we approached the custom... the bike chase after us and insist that he drive to a side and settle but he refused and give the biker all his malaysia dollar...

and we drive back to SG!!!

so it was a close one... and i am back home so really really THANK GOD!!!

TO GOD be the GLORY!!!

2007-09-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Happy Teacher Day to ALL teacher...

and like a teacher will pass by and read it..=.=;

i will said a tired day for today!!! firstly my worries is over...k of what i fear did not came to pass...guess i think too much but anyway!! haha it was good good good

took usher pix with jen helping me to put on blusher which i say that if too red = to the 7th month kind....then we laugh...

zzzz... how i wish to scold my stupid leg for being painful halfway during serving... which i am once again going back to see the sin seh =.=

now it will hurt once i stand too long or once i walk for too long... o m gosh it sounded like an old lady...but zzz i wish it will faster return...

my mummy is still asking me if i am going there and i am like i dunno!! but anyway....study first!!

the work of telemarketer with GOD blessing, i got manage to fix one appointment and i had made a decision to work there one month!! then rest and go for IA!!!

time to sit down and think if i want to take a local poly or a private one and should i go for counselling or continue logistic???

with so many thinking, i guess i will throw them aside and say study first but before that!!!

i am going malaysia to enjoy tomorrow so Pray for me that i will reach home safely!!!

now to dinner

2007-08-31T14:18:00.001+08:00

Ratatouille - Rat- a- too- ee

Oh how i love this movie....

the theme is Averyone can cook that include a rat!!

hmm i love the animation that was made as it is really love very nice especially the view of Paris!! it just make you want to go there and see for yourself!

so is a must watch movie!!!

the next on my list is Evan almighty!!!!

2007-08-31T14:10:00.000+08:00

how was it like to know that the world turn around and around and in the end, we realize that hey it is just so small!!

how we look at a matter from different angle will bright the life up!

how we know that friends are there for you when you need them is such a joy

how we end the life does not matter anymore as we ever had enjoyed!

2007-08-29T22:58:00.000+08:00

I will really nvn dream of what i am going to said that i just be!!!

A telemarketer!!!!

I remember in my previous dunno how many blog i was like Hello and bye and mention how i hate phone!!! but now yes i had become one!!

The first call i made was like this Hi this is elaine calling from F.. , Pr and that person was like huh???? i then try to repeat myself and the next sentence was like not interested and BYE!

my friend classic, the person tell her that he is a adviser and they are rival company so she is like @.@

for me , one call was like where you get my number, i was like from where... then he said call again i am going to call police!! i was like -_-; anyway i guess i learn more patient haha...

now i totally understand how the CS in Fef.com had felt... especially cold calling!! it is really S.....

anyway it is nice to work with friend like haha we compete to see who can get more deal but then in the i lost cause they call their close friend to help them and i am like hmm!!!

it will be nice and cosy plus earning $$ at the expense of where is my ear!!
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The burden of the family, the choice of what i want, will fall into what is the surrounding that i am! should i surrender or press on??

i want to know if you ever understand what i really want?? or izzit i had to follow what others do??

how i wish i had nvn grown!

but yet reality is different from fantasy!

2007-08-27T20:25:00.000+08:00

Have you feel a sense of cant wait when you have a gift to others??

you will be thinking how will they feel and if they really like the present???

as the term coming a close and we are going for our last lap, i decided to do something =)

is of no motive or anything but simply just to bless!!

with the mind just to see the smile on the face??

it is really more bless to give then to receive!!!
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calculated the mark for in mode modules, i am like all B's!!!!!!!!! ='(
today the paper for MP is really a killer!!!! sob i really dunno how to balance the mark anymore...

thank you Damien for mugging with me at Yishun McDonald from night all the way to morning till the first bus arrived!!! there are more to come =)

since the amount to work for Final exam is like ALOT ALOT!!!! so Elaine BUCK UP!!! i must score all above 85 in order to get the A's for the whole modules total!!!!!! STRESS!!!!!!!!
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I passed my forklift license, it thanks to the encouragement of Mr Lee to take up the challenge of Forklift and also the kind guidance of Mr Chan... and also Thank GOD for helping me stay calm and know how to control the forklift during exam!
it was a 100% passes even with strict marking!!!
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recently i went to watch 2 movies that is Secret and 881

Secret - I love all the piano score that was played especially Swan!! i will still hold on the dream to learn Piano when i grow up!!!

the movie is good if you are a music lover or a fan of Jay Chou!!! haha now everyone is doing the poking of face!!

881- I really cried during the show, it is very touching especially the song lotus flower was sang in the end when the little papaya was about to die and they sang that song together..

the language spoken is in Hokkien... i thank my grandma for bring me to such places since i was a kid and i really dun find them noisy and i love the environment!! hey who know one day it might face it extinction =( due to youngster dunno how to appreciate and they think they are too old fashion!!

oh man i just promise myself that i am going to watch at least one time this year when it come nearer to where i stay... oh yea the host i love is Lin Ruoping, and 660 = Liu LingLing!!
they are the best man!!!

Currently i am looking for the OST for both Movie....so if any kind soul who have, pls send me thanks!!!

2007-08-22T20:40:00.000+08:00

there will a 10% of the people in the world that dun like you and dislike you for whatever you do...even you just breath!!!

but there is still 90% of people in world that like you... so why should you bother abt the 10%???

you need to like yourself before you even want other to like you... no matter what event, be true to yourself... so that you can be a true friend!!!

people who cant like themselves find it hard to like others and accept others love!!

i am simply so touched of a incident.. i really believe that is the quality of friend instead of friend that in time of trouble, they leave you...those really you dun have to be bother!! but rather like i alway say a friend is a friend that know who you are and still choose to be your friend!! that what friends are all abt!!!

what is money to a person when he or she can earn it???
but it is the heart that matter...

sow your heart into it then you will reap a heartful one!!

i am simply so grateful for GOD to show me this..really HE is the one that hear prayer, one that when no one know behind the close door in your bed crying your heart for the pain and hurt... HE see it and HE understand and HE do something abt it...HE open my eye and ear to hear!!

i really treasure those friends who are important to me and pls note that i am here with love and hug to you and no matter what happen... i will treasure these ship and i pray and wish that it will nvn nvn ever Sink!! =)
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881 is really a good show!! is not just talking abt the life of a getai singers but it talk abt true sistership and also how should it be to purse your dream and vision..that is to nvn give up and it is alway good to have close people around to support you...i cried during the movie when one of the sister abt to died...and how she died for her passion!

i thank my grandma for bring me to watch getai too and how i get to understand the show without looking at subtitle... ooo one of the actress sounded like my grandma when she nag...haha... i really love one of the song that sang... 一人一半，感情不散...
i wish like that song sing... in no matter what friendship, we will share our life and our feeling will nvn fade away!!!

2007-08-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

Sometime communication is important.. if you don't said it.. no one know it...

but sometime if you said, pls be sure what you saying... cause the msg maybe not be the correct information that you want to say...

Learn to be understood!!

2007-08-20T18:53:00.000+08:00

Times when things are not right, what will you do??

sleep your problem
cry your heart out
wish the wish
talk to someone
just dun care

I wish to scream it out, i wish to write it out, i cried it out, i choose to ignore...

but does that solve anything??

2007-08-18T14:03:00.000+08:00

i so wanting to say.... Thank YOU!!! to ONE who deserve all the honor and PRAISE... i really dunno why but i really feel it is my call to be what i wanted to be... no matter wat others said.. i really seem to enjoy every moment of it.. that is my interest...

Fault finding is easier than appreciation

Blame is easier than thanks...

hate is better than love...

isn't it true??

but yet if you put a mirror over the life of others, will you still feel this way anymore??

will you prefer to being appreciated or having someone who find fault in you??

will you love to be blame or being thankful?

will you love to be an enemy to people around you or you will prefer to be love???

Put yourself in others shoe before you do or act on anything...

2007-08-17T20:20:00.000+08:00

Just been to the site of www.Fareastflora.com

heard that they had launch recently... it was really very nice!!!

oh man.. it make me think again to go ....

in just maybe 2 month, i am going to be at a total new IA company which i dunno if it will be as good as FEF.com....

I also been to GTUC chat forum.. it seem to grow dust for like many month...

oh man i miss them... how i wish i am able to meet them all again....

2007-08-17T18:11:00.000+08:00

GOD OF MY FOREVER

Verse 1
God of my youth I remember
your call on my life took me o'er
your luv has seen me through all my days
I stand here by your grace
On this altar I've written my life
Tells of a story I have with you my Lord
I want the world to know

Chorus
God of my forever
And forever I'm with you
My life is saved with a price
yourr sacrifice redeemed my soul
God of my forever
And forever I will sing
My greatest hOnor will always be
To serve my Lord and King

Verse 2
God of my all I've surrendered
My heart finds its rest in your word
Praises will not be enough to show
How my Love for you has grown
Nothing matters when you're here with me
In the end just to hear you say "Well done"
Bowing before your throne
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Every time i listen to this song, it brought me to how i start my life as a Christian...

how i came a long way..
how this walk had been so narrow and life seem so meaningless at times...
how i had grow..how my life will be now without HIM
how my life had change and
How GOD is God of MY Forever...

like the song sing, My greatest honor is to serve my LORD and KING and to hear him say Well Done!!!

whatever people can say, but all i want to hear is from GOD of my Forever!!!

2007-08-17T16:34:00.000+08:00

what is the first thing came to your mind, when you heard about ITE??

was it like the jack neo show, IT THE END??

but hey i will like to share something with you tat ITE is definitely not the end!!

as much as JC and Poly student studying and working hard, so is ITE student tat will learn the skill hard and perform in studies... we are student tat have aim and dream in life as much as the rest of poly or JC student...

In ITE, we study hard to get to poly. altot only a low percent can get in.. we still try our best...

even we cant get to poly, we still are able to step into the marketplace and perform in the work that is assign to us....

so i will said that ITE stand for It To Excel... in all that we do!!!

So cheers to ITE!!!!! =)

2007-08-16T04:44:00.000+08:00

The time now is 4:44am!!! i survived !!!

from studying for CDN test later at 9:30am!!

i am so stress that i scare tat i am unable to do welll...

currently still at mac..just had big breakfast set!!

going to study for a while more and then off home to change and go school!!

BUsy Busy Day... i am going to think off a way to escape NAFA... i dun want to end up a broken ankle in the end...

thanks to jen for the kind advice and late night msn chat...

love ya lotz...

2007-08-15T09:24:00.000+08:00

If there is one thing i will like to say now is JIA JIA YOU for those who is fighting a battle to go poly with the O lvl student...

dung... i feel so slack that i got no feel to study but i will start picking up speed!!!

so do your best =)

2007-08-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

Friends are the best of all, they can build you and they also have the power to destroy you...

Good Friend bring good Life

and

Bad friend bring....

It is important to know what type of friends you really want.

make a good choice of friends and be true to them...

Friendship can be nurture with good communication...

I love all my Friendz...

I wish that none of the friendship will ever sink no matter how old we are =)